| love makes you do crazy things... 
...like graduate early for instance. |
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| i don't understand all this hype with peace and love. no one till last year even thought twice about "peace". I've been called a hippie since my early years, but not for chunkin up the deuces and wearing tie dye. I was called a hippie because of my state of mind. I live for peace because peace represents compromise. It represents the ability to negotiate and do whats best for others. I knew I was born in the wrong decade, but kids getting obsessed with a topic they don't even relate to? that's blasphemy. the one time the herd follows the trend, it has to be with something i truly connect with. now i'm a mindless droid following another fad. but in reality, this is me. it always has been. i'm a hippie. inside and out. that's the one label i felt comfortable with. now it feels unoriginal. darn high school. darn it all to heck. 
stephanie, you'll never read this, but you're one of the other true fellow hippies i'm fond of. thanks for being yourself, unlike all the others. |
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| you become easily obessed.
may it be from oreo blasts to cherry limeades
or playing disc golf to futsal, it's always something new. i pray that i won't become one of your past fads. i can't not have you in my life.
that would leave too big of a hole. |
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| this is too much to handle.
i can't go through this.
i don't know how to make it better.
i don't even know if there IS a way to make it better. i'm so bitter right now.. |
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| i'm at fault here.
all the blame should be put on me.
don't get me wrong, i feel guilty,
but i'm more relieved than anything. i must be a baaaad person.
really bad. |
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